WOW 1.04AM SO DAMN BLOODY EMO RIGHT NOW SERIOUSLY URGH FOUGHT WITH BRYAN AGAIN FOR THE HUNDREDTH TIME ONE YEAR TODAY BUT EVERYTHING ELSE RUINED IT HMM MAYBE LIL BIT OF SCHOOL BUT MOSTLY OF COURSE IT'S BECAUSE FUCKING CLASS TRIP TO LANGKAWI CANCELLED THANKS TO PEOPLE WHO DOESN'T CARE ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S FEELINGS I AM SO DISAPPOINTED I CAN'T EVEN URGH BUT I CANNOT DO ANYTHING BECAUSE I LOVE THEM I DON'T WANT THEM TO FEEL BAD JUST BECAUSE OF ME. I DON'T CARE IF YOU DON'T KNOW ME WELL I AM MANY THINGS BUT NOT SELFISH.
I LOOKED FORWARD TO IT SO FUCKING MUCH CAUSE IT'S LIKE MARKING THE END OF MY HIGH SCHOOL LIFE WITH THIS CLASS BUT ALL I GET WAS JUST FIGHTING WITH MY MOM ABOUT CLASS TRIP I TOLD HER I WOULD FREAKING SAVE MONEY MYSELF EVEN THOUGH I AM IN NEED OF A NEW GUITAR I EVEN TOLD HER WHAT I WANT FOR MY BIRTHDAY WAS TO LET ME SAVE MY FUCKING MONEY TO GET THAT 2 THINGS URGHH SO MANY THINGS I WOULD DO JUST TO SPEND TIME WITH THEM BUT NO THEY WON'T UNDERSTAND COMPLAINING HOW PRICEY WAS THE TRIP SO YOU THINK POOR PEOPLE LIKE ME DOESN'T KNOW WHAT IS EXPENSIVE IS IT YOU SPEND SO MUCH TIME GOING OUT SHOPPING EATING BUYING STUFFS I ONLY GET TO DO THINGS LIKE THAT ONCE A FREAKING BLUE MOON BUT NO YOU DECIDED TO JUST SAY YOU CAN'T GO CAUSE IT'S TOO BLOODY EXPENSIVE CAUSE YOU'RE NOT WILLING TO SAVE MONEY IS IT WHY CAN'T YOU BE FIRM ABOUT SOMETHING IF YOU REALLY DON'T WANNA GO YOU COULD'VE CLICKED THE FUCKING I'M NOT ATTENDING BUT INSTEAD YOU JUST TRIED TO AVOID THE ISSUE BY NOT REPLYING AND NOT GIVING A FUCK DO YOU KNOW HOW HURTFUL IT IS? XINYI SPEND SO MUCH TIME PLANNING ASKING YOU GUYS TO CONFIRM EVEN BARGAIN PRICES ALREADY TOLD YOU THE AGENCY CANNOT WAIT BUT NO STILL IGNORING IT URGH I EVEN WONDER THE NUMBER OF PHONE CALLS SHE MADE.
MAYBE YOU WOULD SAY I SHOULDN'T BE SO SENSITIVE ABOUT SOMETHING SO MINOR WELL IF YOU HAD THAT THOUGHT IN YOUR HEAD YOU ARE FUCKING JUDGING ME YOU HEAR ME BECAUSE YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IS IMPORTANT TO ME URGH LOOKING AT THEM DISCUSSING ABOUT IT AND VOTING THOSE THINGS MAKE IT WORSE WHEREVER THEY ARE PLANNING TO GO I DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING ANYMORE I DON'T WANNA WASTE MY TIME HOPING THEY MIGHT JUST DISAPPOINT ME AGAIN BY NEGLECTING THE PROBLEM CAUSE GENTING THEY CAN GO ANYTIME SO MAYBE THEY MIGHT NOT CHOOSE TO GO AND THERE GOES ANOTHER CANCELLATION SO I'M NOT GONNA TAKE THAT 'RISK' ANYMORE SO I DON'T WANNA CARE NOW.
SAVE MONEY AND BUY GUITAR THAT'S ALL.
Haih. I hope people realize time is passing very fast.
I love ya'll.
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