2 days before prom.

Just came back from the class trip yesterday and I am so damn tired still, I MISS IT SO MUCH.

but.

I am going to put my nostalgia aside first and.

My current situation is, my face is having an acne disaster so horrifying I JUST CAN'T. I wanna cry looking at my face it's never been so horrible I swear and prom is on Monday!!!! Fuck my life. And my arms are so fat and huge I JUST CAN'T. And then I don't have a room in the hotel and they expect me to be there at 8 in the morning for rehearsal and another rehearsal is at 3pm to 5pm?

LIKE ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS BRO?????

I am so enraged not because I have a problem with the arrangement, NO WAIT ACTUALLY, THE WHOLE PROBLEM IS THE ARRANGEMENT. Okay let's say from 8am we rehearse until 10am then maybe I can leave then come back again for the afternoon one but then it's so far so tell me when should I fucking do my hair and make up and all that shit? Some more prom is at 7pm. URGHHHHHH. And then no room provided I WANNA CRY AND DIE. Do you know how 麻烦 is it or not? Why did the department in charge even arrange the time like this?????

I asked like the whole world to share a room but it's either I'm not close with them they probably won't like it since I'm gonna be there THE WHOLE DAY or, they have people who mind. Omggggggg cry.

Then I have no heels to match my dress, let's just say I have no heels lol I fail being a girl.

Then!!! I have a friend I wanted to borrow from she kinda ffk-ed me but not really because she had a really good reason - she didn't have a car available. And my mom is not willing to drive me to Puchong please and I have a facial appointment -__-

Then is my CD, my sister is driving me crazy because she is taking it all slow I wanna like, DIE. And I can't rush her why? BECAUSE SHE'S MA SISTER AND SHE'S DOING ME A FAVOR. Sob.

----EDIT-----
SO ACTUALLY IT'S NOT A VIDEO, A SMARTY PANTS TOLD ME IT IS ZZZZZZ, so, luckily :)

Then suddenly tell me I have to make a video about myself and the song I'm gonna sing. Really bro. I, I, I can't seriously I JUST CAN'T.

Then I have to worry about my eyesight because no one wears their glasses to prom some more I am performing. Good god I already have small eyes then I have poor eyesight I'd probably screw everything. Like maybe LOOKING UGLY, and oh, maybe TRIPPING ON STAGE.

Lol my life. I hate being a girl sometimes zzzzzz.

I like to rant so much I realize that you know.