Sunday, January 1, 2012

December 2011

So...... Happy new year. Not exactly happy but, that's what everyone says.
I just can't believe 1st of January is here.

I am going to report myself for National Service later I have to reach there at 8.30am and now looking at the clock 4.55am. Great. I seriously want to cry but I can't, because tearing makes the eyes tired and I must wake up later so crying would be a problem lol.

Well here's a little (hardly) about December.
Okay firstly the pictures I uploaded here is just random picks from thumbnails that I like so don't go all "NOUUUUUU Y EMIN NO POST BOUT ME I HATE HER" ok because if you act like that I will hate you, and also of course not because I am too lazy to actually look at pictures and choose them, I am totally not like that please. And the pictures are so not in order it's not because I'm lazy okay get over it.

Keep your opinions to yourself :)


Last day of SPM, taken by Miss Shirlena!
Lol doesn't seem like it but I really love JiaXi. A lot. Period. 
Do not judge me by the way I treat her :D



Alyssa and me at TTC's SPM Party. I just really love this photo.


Class trip, like the best fucking one.
3 of us :,)



Prom. Us whores whoring like no whore's business.


My 9 years BFF :) OH WAIT since it's 2012 already make it 10! :,)


Ming Hong! :) Ok it's 5.09 now because while I was typing this Minghong called LOL coincidence or not so nice of him seriously.


LOL this is definitely one important photo. Evidence of 3 of us bitching about a b... I mean a girl.
Thank God me and Jerica's faces were covered haha I think we were probably imitating her!


BRI! Well we did that face on purpose lol I don't even know why.
The mango tastes good haha!


Love love love!


I HAVE THIS SIDE OF ME SO YOU SHOULD BE SCARED no like, seriously,
be scared.




BILLY!! I like him, he is a true good Samaritan I swear. Everybody in class loves him!


Such a lohmantis photo :D With Miyi beebee!


4 of us on bed camwhoring while others were outside busy doing their stuff :D


LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, eternally seriously one.


Electroerz, not a perfect  photo but it's the best. THEEEEEE best.


Ok this is the only photo of everyone with their feet above the ground maybe NOT entirely but it sure looks that way! Haha I love my class so much.


Hi again.

I have so many things to say lol I'm not even kidding but I have very little time right now.
I've tried my best to be living positively everyday, I may be sad or cry and had bad days, but who doesn't have them? I just, maybe I didn't work hard enough (BUT I WORKED VERY HARD OK JUST MAYBE NOT ENOUGH LOR) for my studies but I think I live tough enough this year and that's like my every year's resolution. Personally I think new year resolutions are crap. I've made them before, yes it's a target but it's actually also an obstacle, I don't really know how to explain (lol when do I actually) but it is. Because you keep wanting to achieve it or do it you restrict yourself from doing things you actually should do you know? And because actually I think the more you think about those kind of stuff you wanna accomplish or complete or do, it's kinda hard for you to actually do it. And when you just let things be and do what you should then maybe you can complete it. I don't know what example to give you but it just works that way. Like maybe you wanna forget someone, because you think of it as a need for you to do it. Then you ask yourself to must forget and constantly reminding yourself that okay maybe by that time I will forget about stuff that happened but I think it's actually doing the total opposite. Because you keep that in your mind so you won't forget you know? Don't think about it too much and focus on happy happy things :') Lol honestly I don't care if it's a lousy example I just typed what I typed so you shouldn't judge please thanks.

ANYWAYZ, so much for crapping seriously. I'm gonna miss everyone, like, everyone. Even people I dislike you know, because they made me pass time by thinking about why I dislike them lol thank you. Of course I'm excited, it's 3 months, I wanna experience something new and have fun. But I'm scared, so so afraid at the same time. You don't understand the way our uncivilized strangers that live in the same country thinks/work. Heck I'm scared to be bullied or things get stolen or even worse... Ok don't go there. I just wanna come home safe and sound, and of course happy.

How much I'm gonna miss my girls, my boys.
CUTE LITTLE XIN-NING EELYNN SOOKMIN QUINCE ALYSSA JIAXI MIYI AND MY BELOVED WAIYEN SO MANYOTHERS :((((((
JERICA LOL JERICA YES THAT WHORE I'M GON' MISS HER SO MUCH.
And my precious little Bryan.So worried about him seriously lol so sad. Hope no one bullies him at school because if anyone does they're gonna get it from me.

I'm out. See you after 3 months. I wonder what's gonna happen.

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